Tuesday, July 8, 2008

June 14, 2008

This is not a good day for me. I lost my best friend and mom on this day after
battling a long illness. Was sick for 9 1/2 months. Had her 1st Heart Attack
Sept. 6, 2007 and has been in and out of hospitals every since then. The first
time she came home after being in ICU for 14 days, came home Sept. 19th.
Was doing great till after Christmas of 07. Went down hill again. She suffered
a total of 5 heart attacks and 13 strokes. Was 65 when she died, 2 weeks short
of her 66th birthday on 6-25. Now it's just me and my dad here, LOST! This
house we are in now is so empty without her. I can just see her walking around
and talking to us. I can hear her voice down the hall and knocking on my door.
She was my shopping buddie and the only person i can go to and tell anything to.
She was burried on her dad's birthday 6-20-08 in Texas. Just miss her so much!
I have never lost a parent before. I just know now she is with her son again. She
died at 6:05 am, my brother and his wife were with her when she died. She is
no longer suffering.
Well, that is all i wanna say right now. Thanks for listening.